Weakness

I’ve been telling others how to overcome their weak points. There are weak points in me also why am I not concentrating to overcome? Least Expecting, can I do my work? Can I concentrate more on the higher experiences rather than the holding lower experience? People whom I help, looks like growing with a speed and sometimes I become complacent with my own growth. That should not happen. I need my personal growth also. The way others are improving I’m happy, at the same time there is a reminder that I need to grow to lead further. Contemplate and implement. Sometimes when I’m working with others, their non positive qualities would have affected my internal environment and if forgot to cleanse immediately, which I have done so many times, have to suffer with the challenges It brings internally and externally. Always the best method is to cleanse the system with regular meditation and exercises. Let us try to keep our temple clean and neat with positive energies vibrating. Some of the things I observed within, that there are urge to explain others my understandings. This can be avoided to the needs. I have observed that utilization of given time at present is absolutely going waste on unproductive investments. Why men go crazy about sensual pleasures? No doubt I like it but at the same it is very temporary and lives for less time. I think experiencing it in moderate will be good. Sometimes I moderately overdo. There is continuity of unproductive habits in me at present, not to say that I’m totally nerd. The little habits have to “let go” and I need to take up work in its place. I think then things will become better. Yep, work more work is my focus, I’ll be doing it and with the grace of the Guru will shine bright.