Bhuvi and my feelings

It is last Sunday; we have been to JPNagar house. I and Punya got up in the morning and traveled back to Taponagara. Bhuvi went to her father’s place in Vijaynagar. Monday the day went well. In the morning I had some what strong feeling for Bhuvi and there was a pulling effect towards her. I sms my feeling to her. There was contemplation running in my mind. There is so much given why we fail to see? Why there is so much of expectation in us? Bhuvi is one of the best gifts in my life. I love her but expressing it is very difficult. She in my life has brought much happiness. Why I forget this? Why she can’t understand me? Whenever I want to give her what she likes before things begin to shape she messes it. I’m not rich person, neither am I well settled. I just need time to settle financially and then she can enjoy life in better way. She craves for small things of life and forgets that it can be got any time in the life. Things changes only for the better and if we wait we’ll get only the best of the time. How can I make her understand this?